I really want to nap but I know that if I go to sleep now, I wont be able to wake up in an hour and will instead wake up in the middle of the night.
I’m being so indecisive right now about this party I’m supposed to go to this weekend. Sometime this week I need to get vodka, gummy bears, a mask, and redye my hair. Except I don’t know about the vodka and gummy bears yet because I don’t know if I’m going to drink much. I’ll probably end up just saying “fuck it” and go with the flow because that’s normally how I do things. I told Shawn I was making the gummy bears yesterday, so I’m probably going to make them because it would be rude not to. I want to find a mask that will go with my hair. It doesn’t have to be teal, but I don’t want it to be a color that will clash with teal. I also really need to have a conversation I’ve been avoiding.
This post is pointless and pretty much just an internal monologue.
